The boyfriend has been well-behaved with me this few days. I don't know whether it's a HINT for me to pay his good deeds back or the other way. Lol. Of course, I appreciate his good-nonsence-decent-boy attitude. Certainly reminds me of our days 2 years back whereby he would sacrifice anything and everything for me (he still do it now.!). Ie calling me up on my cellphone when i'm on my way back home from school or work, outgoing calls up till 4-5 hours (mind you, he have yet to pay his outstanding Singtel bills up till today and the cents kept increasing until he paid everything) etc.

My company (which only consists of 3 Full-time and 2 Directors,which then equals to total 5 people only in this office) held a Personality test meeting the other day. Well, we did this questions & answers quite a long time ago but we just had a team meeting about it recently, as Radu is away to Romania, his hometown around Mid-January.

This personality test, which was called, Facet 5, was rank between 0 to 10. There were 5 categories altogether basically. Will, Energy, Affection, Control and Emotionality.

As predicted, I scored 10 for Affection which also refers to this label below. Take a look! You should read the one on the right since mine it's a HIGH score. okay. i know. Random. LOL.




10 for ALL or what!?!
What's above are all true. It's ME.
YES, because i'm too kind and too helpful, some people tend to step on my head without me realising (BeauBoi was the one who makes me realise B.T.W which is F.Y.I by the way) Rian did remind me too not to be too kind with people. But i guess i can't help it. :( I know there's a limit for it. The thing is, i tend to forget the limit and continue being kind to people. Psst.

The team congratulate me (in a random way cause it's a digit 10. the highest of all what) for being the high scorer out of the rest. Lol. Theirs were like, 3 - 6.7 for affection? MAUT PE AKU.


I got my reason to post regarding this! And, i came to realise that it's actually true (For once, i never believed this Q&As personality things on the web, but i guess, i was proven wrong!). I'm very affection in a sense that i set people priority first before me. Senang kata, biarlah orang lain happy, kita tak. For example, I got cukup-cukup makan amount of money for my lunch but Mak wants me to buy things for her. I will sacrifice my lunch for it.

It's an example lah! I just wanna show you how my personality works.

WHICH then, affect my emotionality (BeauBoi hates this part the most!) & i got depressed easily. Worried about other people but not worrying about myself. True.

The best part of all, I can easily cried. YES, i cry a lot. Even it's a slightest mistake, i tend to get so emotional (Yana knows me about this the best! But she can't do anything cause she's also having the same personality just like me! Hahaha. For short, we too get carried by our emotion easily!). Once, we cried on the phone talking about this series on the TV. Sampai tersedu-sedu beb! When's actually, it's a LOVE story-line. Jangan cakap LOVE lah, even HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 we both cried badly at the cinema. Macam mane?! Tell me.


Maybe, because of this, I'm prone to cry easily. I mean, when I listened to Jiwang, i can also carried away by the voice (someone like Iklim, Ukays etc) My imagination started to run wild. Thinking nonsensical stuff which never gonna happened in real life. I can even SMS Yana parts of the lyrics like, "Bila kusedari.. Diri disayangi.. Langkah kaki ini. Semakin berani! YANAAAA!!!!! Ena tgh dgr lagu ni!! SEDIHH!!! ENA TGH NANGIS!! I CAN FEEL UKAYS, MAN!!! Yanaaaa.. dia tengah sedih yana.. matair dia tinggalkan dia.."


YES. It's true. That's what I did. I mean, we BOTH did. We SMS to each other like that when we listen to Jiwang or some TV series.

Believe it. '_'

We both tend to do similar things! Which explains why, me and Yana always called ourself JODOH. Not because we're lesbian (EEEEI! merepek sak!), it's because we are SIMILAR in a way that, we love Jiwang a lot. we tend to feel the emotions in Jiwang songs. we can cry easily. we sing the same song (like suddenly, both of us came out with the same words at the SAME time!) and we tend to have this, what i called, the humour sign.

Like for example, when a beautiful girl (to Yana perspective) walk passed us, Yana would asked me a one word question. "LAWA?" and then I'll replied, "TAK. KURUS." but the strange thing is! We didn't eye contact with each other! Meaning, both look straight ahead when walking while the mouth speaks for itself!

For short, we both had a strong sense of humour lah.

Oh wait!! I dragged my post to something else am I? Lol. Another thing, did I tell you that BeauBoi deleted my Jiwang song at his handphone!!!??? (well actually, that hp is a gift from him for my Birthday. but we decided to share instead)

Do you know how pissed i am to hear this happy-tone voice from him!?
"B... i dah delete dah lagu lagu jiwang busuk you. SEMUA."
Part SEMUA, kuat kuat pulak tu! Grr.

i cried before thinking you know. But then, i told him that that's okay. we can always insert jiwang song again when that hp is mine back! Muahahahahhahaa... *evil laugh*


Just to add this up, BeauBoi hates (really hates) me listening to Jiwang song. ESPECIALLY when we're on the phone. He can know when i cried and when i'm not! Usually, the 2-3 minutes silence is a hint for him lah that i'm actually in a process of crying. HAHA!! AND, he started to get mad after that. Bising je keje dia. Pet pot pet pot. Then he started laughing at me when i've already started crying. Susah datang ah ni boi.

Before i end this entry, just ONE more question,
"HOW CAN I GET LESS EMOTION IN THE FUTURE EH?"

'_'

BeauBoi are searching cures from the professional for my weaknesses.

Maybe you can HELP him (not me! I'm fine with getting emotional always) finding one!
$100 will be given out to professional physcology out there!

Haha. Like real. Kidding!