12 Oct 08 . So hurtful
I chat with someone whom I very closed to just now. She's the one who has been my listening ear eversince I get involved in l.o.v.e. So, she's likely understand what I'm going thru right now. To add up on it, we're going through 'these' the same boat & I guess, she's the right person to talked to with. And, we talk about Guys. OUR guys to be exact.****
Mel: they want to have some boy time to themselves, don't know how long, but then again, it's our time to have some girl time to ourselves.
ME: but, when it comes to US togehter, don't you think it's time to have some US?
Mel: yeah!
ME: if all these thing happen during the meet up , then does that mean that they 're so not looking up for the meet up?
Mel: noooooooooooooooooo. they wont waste time if they don't want to jumpa. they want to be happy. want us to be happy. it is just that, the manhood is overtaking them.
ME: but, what girls want is spending those precious time with them. Keeping sweet memories.
Mel: they try, but maybe that evil thing is outnumbering what they want.
ME: did they know how much butterfly in our stomach when they asked us for meet up? how excited we are to see them?
Mel: my hati is sakit, but i'm blaming manhood! maybe they felt it too! but when they see us, IT'S LIKE A WHOLE DIFFERENT STORY!
ME: i guess, not anymore. cause, having a long time relationship, for guys, they dont care abt all these anymore. ONLY, for the MEANTIME during the first or earlier meet up. the rest, they shall put it like, "OK. I MISS YOU." that's it.
Mel: win our heart, and break our might.
ME: but now, look what we are. we're like begging Love from them back. @ first, yea .. "wanna b mine?" NOW what?
Mel: POOOOOOOOOSSSSSSITIVE!!!!!
ME: omgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggawd Hati SAKIT.
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You. Please change for the better.