09.09.08 // dentist phobia
Wow! I nearly had a fight with the School Dentist today. Yana witnessed it all man.Innitially I had an Self Appointment today with the dentist as my backtooth are aching. I made the appointment yesterday after school. So today, I'm back at the school dentist to extract the backtooth.
Before I landed on that so called 'Bed', I remind the Dentist, "Make sure ah.. Don't make me cry. I'm fasting you know!" Of course, he replied OKAY (macam tak ikhlas aje. Nak cepat ajeee!) OK. Continue. So, I landed on the Bed & the Bed started to lean back. It's been a long time since I had a BIG lamp infront of me. So the process began. Acknowledging me to relax .... bla bla bla. Reason being is that, whenever the 'thing' getting on my nerves, I shout Fuck! multiple times ok! Only God knows why I'm cursing him. LOL.
As the process going on, I 'sempat' asked him okay! Asked him on whether there's a need of injection. He 'semangat' say, "No... Don't have.. Just put filling only. Relax relax.." *relief*
OK! Here's the exciting part!!!
"Gimme _____ (whatever the dentist called the label) "
The other dentist came & gave him what he wanted. I couldn't see what she's passing to him at first. When he was about to put inside my mouth, I pushed his hand & I said, "OH NO NO NO!!!! I wanna go back!" Then he pulled my body to lean back as per normal & told me to Relax .. Like Mosquito Bite .. WHATEVER! Then, I said lah, "No.. I can't. Phobia lah!!!!!!" By this time, I was like so fucking mad. Cause he force my hand to continue the Injection inorder to make my gum feel numb. I shouted at him back, "I'M PHOBIA LAH!!!!! YOU DONT UNDERSTAND ISSIT?!?!?!?!?!" Seriously, the room was filled with my high voice. Then, my tears started to fall. Those people who're phobia of 'something' will definitely know how it feels to be force! Can be to the extent of crying okay! I shouted again, "SEE! NOW I'M CRYING ALREADY!! I TOLD YOU RIGHT I'M FASTING!!!!" I don't know lah whats on my mind that time but seriously, my hand started to shivering. Pointed nails are SUCKS TO SEE you know. Then, he stopped what he's doing & asked me, "You want to continue this or not?" Of course I replied, "NO. I wanna go back asap!" Pandai lah dia pujuk2 say, "OK OK.. Relax .. We try another way.."
Got another more finest way he die die wants to inject my gum.
NO WAY!!!
Even if I got another Appointment with YOU!
Bye!