from bad to worse


Cousin. Older than me by 2 years. LOL! Who's bigger now?
Guess what state am I right now?
I'm losing my voice!! And my headache is not getting any better. To add up on these, I've been having a 'dog' cough eversince last 2 days. Imagine that, and moreover, I have to go to school enduring this pain of mine this week.
There's too much things I have to do in school. O level is in 2 months time! And, I really really have to buck up (which what I'm doing now). Worstill, my Art Canvas. Still undone yet. Another 1/4 are needed to paint. And, I tell you, painting is not as easy as you think. You have to blend the colours (which makes me more more fucking headache) & has to paint it another few more layers on it. GAWD! It's like as if I'm complaining siak to this poor bloggie of mine. LOL! OK, no I'm not.
I guess, I'm stress about my surroundings only.
- Canvas Art (Lock up date: 08 Aug)
- Chem & Physics
- MP4 Player
- Maths
- BeauBoi
Thank God, when I reached home, I felt peaceful. You know, that kind of relaxing mode.
A lot of things going through my life. Everything changed. Mak has to wake up as early as 5AM just to reach school on time. Incase, you didn't know. Mak is working at school stall. And the Owner of the stall (who owns that stall for the past 13 years) pass the stall to my mom as the owner is very weak already to handle the stall. Sesungguhnya, ini semua rezeki kita yang diberikan dari Allah S.W.T
So, Mak is now the 'taukay' for that stall. Frankly, I salute my Mom for being what she's now. She bought 5 packets of 10kg rice every week early in the morning with Dad then bought vegetables etc for the stall.
That's when I came to realise that, I shall not give Mak any troubles anymore. I know she's very tired lah. Imagine 12 hours standing at the stall, cooking & serve food. You think doing bussiness easy ah?
I'm getting so wordy here. And I'm just so upset with this particular someone. If you have someone you are dissapointed with in your mind, then why can't I?
Anyways, I just couldn't wait to the Fasting Month!!! Super tak sabar okay! :p I just love to be more closer to Allah. Like again, I feel peaceful & hati ni tenang aje. :)