you leave me speechless
To someone once a dear to me,
I hope what I say to you yesterday wakes you up. You really need to move on. I've moved on & so should you. You can't just hope that I will come back to you; Even if years to come. You musn't asked me if he's better than you cause both of you are the bestest gift to me from God. Be it now or then. But now, he stole my heart; my parents heart just like you do. It's been 6 years already & you're still in the middle of the track, stopping yourself from running towards the end. You should move on & explore your life boy. You are not a young adult now. You're a man. A man who's responsible of taking care of the parents & by right, has already plan your future ahead. Once again, stop cursing yourself that these are all your fault. If you misjudge my behaviour 6 years ago, that means, it's my fault too to make you feel like that. We're both at wrong. But, who did the first move? It's you. You are the one who asked for it. Eventhough after a month after that, I couldn't accept fate, I try. I try very very hard to forget you. But, who came to me 3 years after that? You again. You regret making those decision. You came to me apologizing countless times. You're trying so hard to win my parents heart back again. But, it was not a success. You try your very best to plead me to come back to you. You try every attempt, every chances to win my heart again. Yet, failed. Yet still, you never give up. So now, I'm not blaming you for all these to happen. I've move on with my life & you. You should too. I still can't believe that you still wait for me after 2 years we lost contact. I still can't believe that you're still lingering around with our memories & worstill, cursing yourself with the choice that you made 6 years ago.
Please. For the sake of your happiness, please move on. I can't bare to see you stucked in these way. I don't want you to hold on to our past. You need a chill pill boy. Get yourself up & enjoy life to the fullest. Get on the track & move on.
I'm sorry Nazmi.