Natural Passion
Mom asked me something just now that keeps playing around my head."Bile kau nak stop designing & tumpukan pelajaran kau?"
which is also means,
"When do you wanna stop designing & focus on your studies?"
I paused myself. Asking myself, did I neglected my studies THAT bad? I kept in silent. 'Cause I know mom was unsatisfied with me making design for FREE. And I was referring to t-shirt design, poster, invitation card & birthday invitation. Yes people, you heard me right. I'm doing all this for people for FREE. Well, I love to see people happy & if they're happy, I'm happy too.
So far, the first wedding invitation card was a success. Sort of like a mini project for me lah. Luckily, there's Cik Pah who helped to publish the wedding cards. If not, I'd to do all my own. *dead*
Then currently, there's another project for me. Design wedding invitation card for my cousin. I'd just finished it & waiting for it to print out. Then soon, another project will be in. Probably around August.
You think I have free time? Yes, probably at night. BUT, most of the time I'm fill with Designing, Schools, Tuition, Studies & squeeze lil time for the family & formost, BeauBoi. That's my everyday life.
I don't wanna dissapointed them. And I'm happy with what I'm doing now. It's just that, my parents are worried about me. The lack of sleep & weekdays school which they think might affect me.
So mom,
I'm beginning to balance the everything that I did. That includes, my Art too.
So the moral of the story is,
To be a successful woman, we have to start from the bottom. Let it be difficult now cause it will be easy in the future.