publicly stating
I know I can't run away from the fact. I'm doing this in public. PLEASE dear readers, upon reading this, please be open-minded cause this case is sensitive. I don't know why but I feel like spitting every single things that has been inside my mind for more than 2 months already.I guess, if I were to ask you which is more important,
MONEY or HEALTH
you guys will surely say HEALTH.
Yes, I do agree with that too. I've been keeping this for too long & I don't want the same thing to happen -again. Remember I had 3 lumps on my left breast? And I had to go through operation on the same day as my appointment to get rid of the lumps. Everything was alright now cause I don't feel any pain on my left breast anymore. But, my mistake. I know it was my fault. When I undergo the Ultrasound, the nurse DID told me where did I feel the lump. And I said the fact that it was on my left.
If I were to know that one operation cost over $696, I WILL & I SWEAR I will tell the nurse to do ultrasound on both breasts.
Now, the pain on my right breast is hurt. Same like it feels when I had a lump on my left breast. I did told Mum about it last few months, but Mum says it's a Menstruation sign. I've already had my normal-every-month menstruation yet still the pain is still there. And what makes me assure that there's another lump on my right breast is that, I press it on certain area & only ONE part of the area are in pain. That's it! I knew it. I knew I have to go through this again. I did ask mom just now about this & she said, "Kau biar betul? Yang dulu punya bill belum bayar lagi." OR in english, "Are you sure? Bill for operation haven't pay yet." Do you know how I feel now?
I feel like quitting school, OR
the best I could help is to work part-time.
But I know if I were to quit, I won't go anywhere with just my N level cert. And if I were to work part-time, I won't be able to focus properly in school & end up sleeping in class.
This thing may spread to certain parts of the body because, as told by the Doctor, this kind of lumps are actually NOT breaking up into small pieces. Instead, it will grow more lumps since my body are used to it. If you catch what I mean.
Sigh.
How I wish I am a millionaire.
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Hopefully, those who read this understand now how I feel. I don't need your negative/sarcastic remarks at my tagboard please. Don't come and say bad things cause I believe in Karma. If you are a in the teen stage, OR your genes have overcome Lumps, there's high chances you may get it too.
I'm the unfortunate one.