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After reading one of my blogger post, it reminded me of my late grandparents. Now, I don't have any grandparents from the both side. That's hurt me okay.
BUT, Alhamdulillah. Before Arwah Atokbaby passed away, I don't know why but I feel 'puas' of what I did to him. By now, maybe you think that I treat Arwah Atokbaby badly. BUT I mean by 'puas' is that, I'm always there for him. Whenever he needs food, I will cook for him. & when my family wanted to go out urgently, I represent myself to take care of Atokbaby. The closed ones (especially my cousins) will know that Arwah Atokbaby is VERY VERY close to us eversince we're born. For once, I never regret letting go of him & let him be 'disisi' Allah.
3 months after that, my one & only Nenek passed away. I didn't cry much on that particular day. Infact, like again. I feel 'puas' of myself. Never regret every single day I'm with her. Cause before she leave these world, I still remember, after my interview or work or my freetime, I will went to my auntie house to take care of her. Bought for Nenek food, Urut her, Cook food for her, Clean her & formost, I always lie beside her & sleep with her. She's like 'so scared' when alone that's why she always called my name whenever she couldn't see my whereabout.
Never once I felt lerthagic/tired of taking care of my Grandparents. I love them. I treasure them each & everyday. And I know, they are up there looking after me now.
This saturday my family gonna 'menziarahi' kubur Arwah(s). So yeah, I can't wait much.
Pictures below.
Try guessing who. LOL.
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Hahahaha..