A Sad Long Entry.
i think i should update now.i wouldn't want to leave this... *laugh*..blog rusty.
so yeah, been having a tight schedule nowadays.
do you think I had "holiday" during this holiday?
Bahhh! many unexpected things happened.
about my Atokbaby.
whose going more further different than before.
BeauBoi did said to me that, die dah uzur. you musn't say much.
yeah baby, you are right.
But try put you in my shoes. what would you feel?
the one who see you growing.
giving penny if you needed help.
urut for him every now & then.
suap him makan & ubat.
carry him to the wheelchair.
go to him & ask what did he want.
spent every single money just for him.
easy said lah, JUST for HIM.
really.
& then he left you. *sigh*
Then cums my late Cik Zara (my close auntie).
She passed away on Monday.
Last year was my late Pak Rahmat (which is my dad punya adik - my uncle)
then this year was his wife pulak.
You may wondering "takde anak ker?"
Yes. They have. 3.
& i pity them alot. Especially the 3rd one (still primary 5).
I could feel the loneliness in them.
------Skip The Story Below If You Don't Wanna Know What Happened------
It was around 09 plus in the morning,
when i was already half-awake.
I heard mom was talking away on the phone.
thats when I heard mom said, "eh jap jap! ade line!"
when she switched to the 2nd line call,
my auntie was crying & saying, "ros..adik ipar aku meninggal ros.."
my mom was like, "SAPE NI?!"
then my auntie replied, "ni Gaya.."
my mom kept asking, "sape meninggal?! adik ipar kau yg mane?!"
when I heard mom curiousity, I was on my way wearing my spex
& sit upright. You know, the word Meninggal is very sensitive when hearing.
Then my mom quickly had her last talk & called the others.
Mom tried to call Kak G (their 1st child) but couldn't get thru.
Then mom called every single person in our big family passing the news.
Mom called Nas (my abg) to take early leave as Nas was in camp that day.
Cums Daddy. & Nenek.
We bathe & siap while Mom kept calling Kak G.
At last, Mom could get thru Kak G. Eventually, my mom couldnt believed it.
& she ask again.
The first words Kak G said was, "mak ros...Umi dah takde.."
Mom said, "mcm mane boleh gitu?"
Kak G replied, "ambulance baru balik. Umi disahkan meninggal pukul 9 pagi.
Kite tak tahu. Kita tengah tidur. Umi meninggal masa dia tengah tido.."
Then mom quickly siap.
In the other hand, Atokbaby buat hal.
Mom asked someone helped to takecare of Atokbaby awhile.
Atokbaby ALSO siap-ing you see.
Mati mati nak ikut kita.
He couldn't cause passport die dah mati.
then he kept repeating, "ambik songkok aku.." "dengar kata bapak.."
It's very difficult.
& it's very ashamed that we must get Hakim's (my abg punya kawan) help to jaga him.
The daughters & sons of Atokbaby gave a *toot* reason for not coming down
my house awhile & take care of Atokbaby. *sigh*
Then when Nas reached home & Nenek was already siap,
We took Nenek from my auntie house & when straight to Johore Bahru, their house.
The thing I couldn't believe it was that,
the Families in Malaysia couldn't settle the money & waited for the Singapore's to come.
It's the same thing happened when my Pakcik passed away.
But hello? That's your anak for godness sake.
They gave that sobsob face & merayu to pay everything.
whats their reason?
"kesian mayat tu san (short form of my Dad's name) .. tak tenteram nanti dibuatnya.."
Of cos, after hearing that my Dad would give that sympatised to her. Duh!
Just when we reached there,
The malaysia's parties were already gathered welcoming us.
Saw my three cousins baca doa infront of their Mom.
My auntie, Mak Gaya had a talked with the person (orang malaysia jugak) beside her.
She even told my auntie that, She also knew that ni semua kerana harta.
*sigh* I thought the Singapore only knew.
Even the one closed to them knew about them.
But we kept quiet lah.
I feel sebak when I saw my cousin crying & hugging my pakcik.
It's like, first they thirst for their Father's love.
Then now they thirst for their Mother's love.
I could feel it. I really could feel it.
Alhamdullilah, the mayat was dikebumikan safely after Asar.
Not like my Arwah Pakcik.
Ade ke tidak, for the sake of waiting the Singapore's families to come,
the mayat was dikebumikan at Night.
After maghrib to be exact.
My dad macam nak nangis when realising that situation.
*sigh* Malaysians are like that. I must agreed.
Okay. let it be just SOME of them.
Like,
the Parents of this malaysian girl would be "happy"
when they heard that their child wanted to marry Singaporeans guy.
They would definitely agree to marry them &
They would pandang tinggi to us.
The next thing they did was,
they WILL DO ANYTHING just to get their harta.
You know, when the Malaysian's family have like an average family.
Wouldn't they want to be rich & everyone would say WAHHH
whenever they saw them?
Right??
This is the same situation.
I just couldnt believed it lar.
& lately, not lately. YESTERDAY,
mom got a call from Kak G.
She told mom that, her nenek already asked for her money SHARE
& ask Kak G, who settle the house.. the money goes where.. & yada3.
It's like so obvious.
*sigh*
Whatever it is, Allah maha kuasa.
Satu hari nanti HE will give balasan to all these people.