he kept repeating to me that he wanna move on..
wat else can i do?
i cant stop him. can i?
& now, for his happiness & joy & ape2 yg boleh sumbat pat sini ( buat lawak pulak aku ni) ,
i decided to let him go..
i swear, i wont look back again.
it's really disgusting u noe!
he always hurt my heart.
Deeply, very deeply..
& i think im too patient with him.. haha!
when i was on the phone with him,
i didnt dare to ask anything something or everything that always been keeping in my mind..
hey! byk tao soalan aku nak tanye die..
but still tak tanye2.. muahahahahaha!
i did when we msged..
haix. i noe it la from the start..
i can sense it that we are Over Over Over..
so now,
im trying my very best to move one step ahead!
yeaaaaaaaaaaahhh!!
i've already deleted our folder in my lappy,
i've already deleted our pics at my hp (thanks to my fren. i cant bare to see it!) ,
i've already deleted his msn, Block & Delete,
i've already deleted my url blog, wifey means His wifey,
i've already deleted his Home no & Hp no at my hp,
i've already deleted all his messages in inbox & outbox,
i've already tear all the papers & books that has his name,
i've already getting to pack all the stuff that he bought for me & maybe throw away,
i've already wanting to give all the stuff that i wanna give him but tak menjadi.
whoaaaaaaaaa!!
see that! see that!
im trying my best tao..
but i hate to say this that,
all the bittersweet memories when we went out together still in my head.
takkan aku nak 'delete' pasir ris park skali kan?!
muahahahahhahahahahhahahaha!
Oh! that's where he sound me. ceydeybah!
okay lar..
mom nagged at me now.
7hrs depan lappy sioooooooool..!
ape boleh buat!
muahahhahahahahahhaha!
will continue tomorrow!

soulmate soulmate!! wheeee! i love u ah! mwoa*